OMG...........Time is flyin by sooo quik....i mean last time i wrote i felt like iwas stuk between a rock and a hard place....... and now each day is as long as a flash and i find my self gettin busy wit schoo work and im not over welmed jus a lil dazed, as of now im not worried but wen it comes times for da big tests i will def be gettin nervous.....for now im all bout havin sum fun..da Otha day i found a poem i wrote a long time ago....it doesnt have anything to do wit how i feel rite now jus dat it's pretty sad, and i thought i wud let chu guys see wut was goin thru my mind a while bak....through my poetry.....let me no wut chu think...even tho da subject matta is kinda sad......Latez.....
What is this life that seems to be
life is a useless feeling for me
pain sadness sorrow is wut i see
other people look at me wit no reason
as if by bein born i have commited treason
why do i feel abnormal each day
why cant i be normal if i may
thinkin this way always hurts inside
i carry my self wit not one bit of pride
happiness is not wut i feel this day
life is but an obsticle in my way
if only i coudl remove thisobstacle and end this fray
but for this i can only seek to pray
when light shines upon my face
i wonder why people stare wit disgrace
why has livin suddenly becom unpredictable
thinking about this has been uncontrollable.
I try to please my self with things i adore
tryin to be happy and pretty is such a bore
my passion for dancin i deathly want to express
how could this be done wit all my distress
i never want to go out never,
why cant i ever have fun ever?
is it too much of a crime to be content,
seems like forever to reach my consent
being happy again leaves me feelin blue
in life its a hopeless dream that will never come true
what is dis life dat seems to be?
all i can say is life is useless to me.
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n all..but then my parents friends saw us and we were RUNNIN away from em....jus then my MOM came in...told me in was 1:30 i was like dam now i cant find out wut happens next...thnx mom
..lol...welll i jus bought diz RDB cd
....it'z sooo HOTTT...all da songs r tyte....ya'll gotta ck it out....well i really want to go OUT wit dat guy i LIKE.
..but i dont no if he likes me
....damn guyz r soo weird.
..lol...I wana watch dat movie MUJHSE SHADI KAROGE and GARV ....i also found out about a SRK sho in my area in sept...ima buy those tickets...man...2day..lol...aite cha'll ck u lata....
